I had poor netequitte

My posts were not accurate for sure.  Who knows how the chandelier dancers fell.  But one thing I am sure of.  And I am still shaking so badly I can't write with a pen.  

I do have poor netiquette but I feel like this blog is more for personal thoughts and ideas because I don't think anyone really reads it and I really don't want many people to read it.  I had my shot at a good blog and blew it with hurty gurty.  Hurty Gurty was my blog that was linked from a website called Tao of Poker.  Tao of Poker was featured in All In Magazine.  It was the first issue and probably got a lot of clicks.  Guessing everyone was following that site.  I was too young to realize what fell in my lap.  So now I write for the sake of staying sane.

Golf, Shred, Live?

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Excuse me?

I hate to admit it, but I love to make excuses.  For example, yesterday I googled "great depression and today comparison".  I was looking for a reason to find out why I'm in such a funk lately.  Turns out I was wrong.  But hey, at least I know how to have fun. I have to be honest things are getting better.  It appears the economy is growing and more jobs are out there.  But why is it that people are giving up?  I gave up for personal reasons.    And it is becoming more evident to me that I have a lot to learn.  One thing that is clearer lately is that elders know the best.   Americans should never give up.  And we don't.

A Reason for Everything?

 I know that my life would be better if there was no parental guidance, but I have to accept this and move on.  It may not be our experiences and things we do that make us, perhaps it's our awareness of these things.  Sure we would have nothing to be aware of, but imagine life without these things- no stress and no need for side tracking- I haven't had an awakening yet, either.  I am either completely spaciously aware or tunnel-vision bound.  I am thankful for this blog, my car, and mother nature.   br />

Tiger Woods.  Yes, Tiger Woods.  He has really been letting me down but I  haven't given up yet.  I guess it is righteous to let go of our unreal expectations and appreciate what he has done and might do.

Snowboarding has taken a backseat to living lately and I would not be surprised if my rocker doesn't see snow-vision all season.  Living has also taken a backseat- to surviving.  Even this empty rant is an excuse to have fun.  I am still in outpatient and have really taken a new perspective on life.  It's changing my life again for the better. If you dare to believe.